The date i'm waiting for!
My Law class is getting better, at last we all can genuinely be interested towards attending class. And omg, I love debates! Fun fun. Next topic, "Should gay marriages be legalized?" and "Should prostitution be legalized". Interesting and controversial, and trust me, with a class full of opinionated people the debates can get really heated! Pweeet.
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Moving on, I really wanna share how I feel about some things.
I deleted my chatbox honestly because of two things, I dont really have the time to check my blog and secondly I dont like spammers.
Yes, things they say hurts sometimes but why should I bother in the first place since it isnt true to start with?
Well, all I can say is i'm weak and fragile and words hurts me like daggers piercing through my heart.
I know myself, that people are usually bored out of their minds or just plainly jealous; that gives them the pleasure of saying or more likely creating rumours to spread around and fill their empty pitiful time.
Let me share something with you, I know sometimes I might come of cocky and proud but it is just a mere wall that I use to protect and shield myself from the harsh world that I face everyday. Shit i've been going through made me this way and i'm am really trying my best to be the fun happy girl I use to be.
Bottom line is, I gave up on all bad intentions months ago. The lifestyle is killing and ruining things I had going on for me. I found out recently that someone spinned stories that was just advices I told her; and told another friend of mine, which made her misunderstood the whole thing. I didnt bother on explaining because I knew it will do no difference. When you're mad, you're mad. But on the other hand, I looked back at all the old text and things you said, it was so clear to me that you and I werent so different. I shall not mention much here, you know who you are and what you did/say to me about others who were your friends as well, and it wasnt that long ago since you bitched about her.
No hard feelings tho, your secret is safe with me (:
And to anonymous spammers running around the IT world, its so not cool to write stuff or judge people you dont know. Or spread silly rumours you heard from others. Instead of making friends you're making enemies and the worst part is that, in the end of the day you're the fool.
Quoted from Loyce : " Girls are just so dumb sometimes, instead of helping one and another by supporting and being there for each other. The just backstab, bitchslapping each other while the males gets the last laugh. Dont we all just look like idiots?"
But at the end of the day I know who my real friends are.
Those that will drop what they're doing *cy, playings games* and come all the way to look for me (: I love you girls!
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Okay moving on from this sensitive issue..
I cant wait for the new installment of the Harry Potter franchise!
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
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